As The Porch recently remembered its one year anniversary of the launch from Trinity, we had a sense from the Spirit that our posture for the next season was to pursue intimacy with God as we set the foundation for what will be built as The Porch in the years to come. In the midst of all the activities we found ourselves involved in, we found that intimacy with God was one thing we were lacking on an individual and communal level. We were convicted by Psalm 127:1 – “Unless the LORD builds the house, the builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the guards stand watch in vain.” Therefore, we haulted the construction to ensure our foundation is on the Lord and we are walking in step with Him. What this looked like practically is that we tabled all official Porch activities with the hopes that out of intimacy with God what needs to be rebirthed will be. This was in line with a specific call throughout the Scriptures and throughout the history of the Church for followers of Jesus to stop our activities, look for God in the stillness, and listen to His voice. Jesus exampled this by frequently withdrawing to lonely places to pray. It’s essential not just to do this because we’re supposed to, but also to understand why.
The why question is what I asked myself before this gathering, “why are doing this?” I posited that it’s a simple answer: to know Christ’s love and have intimacy with Him by resting in that love. Being rooted in that love, then we can love others in Christ, which is the motivation for the community and mission we desire to see come out of The Porch. The opposite is true too: If I/we can’t know Christ’s love for myself/ourselves, then my/our activities cannot be in Christ. They are solely good activities, which are better than bad activities, of course. But friends, don’t we a) desire to know and rest in Christ’s love for ourselves, and b) out of the overflow of that love each other and our neighbors?! I answer yes.
To do this, I first encourage you to meditate on Paul’s incredible prayer for the Church in Ephesus:
Ephesians 3:14-19: “For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.”
What we receive from this prayer is the extravagance of Christ’s love for us is unknowable without the Spirit of God revealing it to us. It cannot be grasped rationally! We can’t just believe the right things about God’s love, it must be divinely placed in our inner being by the Spirit. So, I urge you to sit before God or walk with God, and ask that this love is revealed to you. Remember that Satan is crafty and doesn’t want you to grasp this for yourself. He knows that humans “filled to the measure of all the fullness of God” are for the destruction of his miserly ways. Satan does this by anytime we stop, look, and listen, he will slyly bring the deepest lies or accusations to our attention. This is why many of us don’t want to stop and rest, because we know when we do, the untruths about ourselves will be brought to our attention. It’s easier to busy ourselves so to not be reminded of these things. But I urge you, brothers and sisters, take heart in Jesus overcoming Satan’s lies to him when fasting in the desert for forty days. Remember that “the One who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world” (1 John 4:4), because by his death and resurrection He defeated Satan once and for all! Therefore, the love of Christ will not accuse you. It convicts you, strengthens you, encourages you, and comforts you. When the accuser brings lies to your attention simply say no to them by the power of Jesus and don’t allow yourself to embrace them. Another idea for you is to bring along a trusted friend who follows Jesus. Ask him or her to help you rest in Jesus’ love. Speak the lies you are hearing to this person and he or she will remind you that they are lies! The accusations of the Evil One will have a difficult time taking root when one shares them with another.
When we grasp Christ’s love for ourselves, then we will have intimacy with the One who desires to build the foundation of The Porch. Out of that intimacy with God will come the community, mission, justice, and works of which we dream.
-Written by Dan Fuller





